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\n\t\t\tBELLA KAY MAKES THE MOST OF BAD DECISIONS<\/span>
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With the release of her debut album, My Reckless Abandon<\/em>, singer-songwriter Bella Kay forfeits everything but herself, turning self-destruction into self-discovery \u2013 showing that even our worst habits can become the best material.<\/h3>\n
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\u201cI\u2019m always kind of stressed or anxious about something,\u201d laughs 20-year-old singer-songwriter Bella Kay. Dialling in from sunny Los Angeles, it\u2019s the week leading up to the release of her debut album, My Reckless Abandon<\/em>, out 12th July via Atlantic Records. Naturally, there are a lot of things on her mind, albeit exciting, so despite her hands cascading her face as she attempts to wake herself up \u2013 \u201cIt\u2019s all good, I\u2019m happy,\u201d she says, offering me a reassuring thumbs up.\u00a0<\/p>\n

In just over a year, the Houston-native has gone from a popular TikTok soundbite to a global musician, having her third single released as an independent artist, \u201ciloveitiloveitiloveit\u201d, chart for 22 weeks on the Billboard Hot 100. Fellow breakout pop star Tate McRae recorded herself singing along to the catchy bedroom-pop tune. Soon enough, her bedroom-confessionals, merely words and scribbles in notebooks and on pieces of paper, became ballads and anthems for Gen-Z yearners to sing and rage along to. And that rare success has brought in \u201cunreal\u201d opportunities; she\u2019ll be supporting both Noah Kahan and Gracie Abrams on tour, before heading across North America and Canada for her own \u2018The Reckless Tour\u2019. What many budding artists spend years trying to achieve, she has been able to do so in the equivalent of an academic school year \u2013 it was only last year that she was a college freshman.<\/p>\n

The process to becoming \u2018Bella Kay\u2019 has been one of permission and freedom \u2013 most of it granted by herself alone. Of course, there\u2019s the team \u201cwilling to let me make mistakes and really fall into myself throughout the process,\u201d but the risk is hers nonetheless. Reckless Abandon<\/em> is Bella Kay to a T. \u201cIt\u2019s definitely been true to the title. I didn\u2019t even realise that until December last year. I was like, \u2018Oh, that\u2019s a very prevalent part of my personality\u2019,\u201d she says. \u201cBut I\u2019ve actually gotten better at habits and growing up. When I was younger, I hated doing chores, I\u2019d never make my bed \u2013 like any other kid \u2013 but as I\u2019ve gotten older, the bad decisions have leaked more into the way I am in relationships, and I think I used to be more this way in friendships. Now I feel like I\u2019m actually a much better friend, and able to be there for the people around me.\u201d So, her room is tidier, her friendships are tighter than ever, and her dream life is unfolding surreally before her eyes. Love, on the other hand \u2013 the romantic kind \u2013 remains gloriously untidy. Still, it\u2019s the one place where she seems happiest surrendering to uncertainty.<\/p>\n

There\u2019s something about the romance of it all\u2026<\/strong><\/p>\n

Bella Kay:<\/strong> I know\u2026I can\u2019t let it go.<\/p>\n

Growing up in the Texas capital before heading to Florida for college to study law, the West Coast\u2019s buzzing hub seemed somewhat of a distant dream. \u201cI always wanted to live in California, and I feel like LA is the land of dreams,\u201d she says. \u201cA lot of people like to hate on LA, and I\u2019m sure I\u2019ll find things that I dislike about it, but so far, I really like it.\u201d<\/p>\n

Despite being at the beginning of an undoubtedly exciting career, she arrived at her current turn in a way many young artists do: through the social media pipeline. But for Bella to have the impact she\u2019s had in such quick succession, she just had to learn to do it her way first. \u201cSo many people are going to tell you who you are and why you do what you do, and they don\u2019t know. The only person who knows is you,\u201d she admits. \u201cIf you go out here and become this person that you\u2019re not, it\u2019s gonna eat you up.\u201d On the record\u2019s penultimate track, \u201cA Father\u2019s Lament\u201d, she stories this sentiment poignantly. \u201cI can\u2019t always save you, little girl \/ I can only pray this filthy world \/ Doesn\u2019t break you down piece by piece \/ Like all those people did to me<\/em>.\u201d<\/p>\n

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Nonetheless, music has been the throughline since childhood \u2013 shower choruses to some of Ariana Grande\u2019s best songs, made-up hooks, lyrics scribbled into notebooks. When her father bought her her first guitar, her tune sharpened. \u201cHe took me to the store when I told him that that was something I wanted to do, it was very sweet and very wholesome. Obviously, as I continued to love making music, they were always cheering and rooting for me.\u201d Soon, those melodies began to take form, and music shifted from a passing interest into something that shaped her everyday life. \u201cWhen it came to what I wanted to do for my life path, the pressure I put on myself to \u2018go to college and do law school\u2019 was the main driver of why I was like, \u2018I can\u2019t do this musician thing\u2019.\u201d<\/p>\n

Sadly, Bella\u2019s breakthrough appeared to come, first, in the form of a break up. Happening before she started college, it forced the Texan singer-songwriter out of her comfort zone \u2013 catalysing a shift that came with (more than) a glimmer of hope. \u201cYou know, you\u2019re 17, 18, and you make silly decisions, but I was like, \u2018Okay, this will be good\u2019. It really felt so true in my soul. I was like, \u2018I feel like this happened because I\u2019m supposed to pursue music\u2019,\u201d she shares, fisting her hands to emphasise conviction. What followed was a relentless quest to figure out just who Bella could be, for herself and for her music.<\/p>\n

2025 was spent in near-total devotion to music. Listening, collaborating, learning guitar, \u201cThat year I was learning different things. I was really trying with my music, making songs that were, actually, kind of good, and really trying to learn guitar. I was just writing and writing and writing,\u201d she recalls. In April last year, she focused on TikTok, upping her posting frequency from twice a month to twice a week. That leap of faith sparked exactly the reaction \u2013 and outcome \u2013 that she wanted: a career as a full-time musician. \u201cI just didn\u2019t want to wake up in 10 years and be like \u2018I didn\u2019t even try that hard\u2019. I wanted to give it a good freaking shot.\u201d\u00a0<\/p>\n

Before her 13-track record entered the mainstream ether, her TikTok-teased single \u201cLonely\u201d went viral, bringing record labels knocking and a tuned-in audience expanding \u2013 and quicker by the like count. Her follow-up single, \u201cThe Sick\u201d, saw\u201cthings [go] even crazier\u201d. And then \u201ciloveitiloveitiloveit\u201d completed the trifecta. Prior, fans held onto her six-song EP, \u201cSick To My Stomach\u201d, which she released on 5th December last year. It teased her witty, poignant lyricism \u2013 \u201cI\u2019m such a lyrics first kind of girl, they\u2019re so important\u201d \u2013 and grounded her indie, bedroom pop sound.\u00a0<\/p>\n

On My Reckless Abandon<\/em>, all of those sonic ingredients are deepened. Across the album, she confronts these hearty topics \u2013 sex, romance, friendship, and becoming a young adult \u2013 with an edge and snark that has become synonymous with Bella Kay the musician. Not quite rude, more blunt and forthcoming, songs like \u201cmindf*ck\u201d, \u201cswu\u201d, and \u201ctongue\u201d, bubble that brazenness to the forefront in favour of some (much-needed) hard truths. Both her emotion and attitude is palpable. Justified, even. And for an artist whose music Mount Rushmore is topped by pop mavericks Rihanna, Olivia Rodrigo, Ariana Grande and Sabrina Carpenter, she\u2019s learned how to score sincerity with cheek and a wink.\u00a0<\/p>\n

\u201cWhen I write a song, I like to make sure every single line has a purpose and means something, [that] you\u2019re not just saying the same thing 10 times over,\u201d she shares. \u201cThat was my big challenge on this album.\u201d Enlisting the help of production whizz Idarose (full name Alexis Kesselmann), who has worked with the likes of Becky G and Suki Waterhouse, she speaks fondly of both her friendship and collaboration as a means of elevation. Together, the two worked to finesse Bella\u2019s bad decisions \u2013 sonically, lyrically and in life. It became somewhat cathartic, all three facets feeding into each other to turn those gripes into something a little more glittery.\u00a0<\/p>\n

It feels somewhat surreal then, that in hindsight, we\u2019re looking at a so far two-year career span. When we discuss her debut EP, \u201cSick To My Stomach\u201d, even the 20-year-old honorary Californian is stunned by her growth. \u201cI\u2019ve changed in pretty much every single aspect,\u201d she says with a slight laugh. \u201cIt\u2019s funny because if you come back and listen [to the EP], I sound like 10 years old. I recorded it less than a year ago, so I\u2019m like, did I smoke 10 packs of cigarettes? I don\u2019t even smoke.\u201d<\/p>\n

For an artist that describes herself as being \u201cas reckless as it gets\u201d, Bella Kay possesses an unshakable clarity: \u201cI would not change a thing,\u201d she finishes. \u201cI think life happens how it does for a reason, and a little recklessness is good. I\u2019ve made some insane decisions these last couple years \u2013 or this past year \u2013 but all of it was very pivotal to get me where I am today.\u201d<\/p>\n

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